Zombie_Kitten

The Rage Against The Machine re-union show was so dramaramaish. I'm glad it's over and that it was the shit and that my $250+ was not spent in vain. haha. I had so much fun.

I wasn't gonna go cuz tics sold out in Jan like in 10 minutes. But last week while hanging con los homies I was listening to RATM, and damn, i was like "I HAVEEE TO GO!!!!!!". So I went on ebay and bought 2 tics for Coachella. It was weird because the day before Coachella, Dario started acting like he wasnt gonna go. But he came through and picked me up.

It was cool going over there. We left San Diego at 5pm and Dario got lost hahahha he missed the exit, but terco Dario didn't wanna go back. "The 10 is up here....somewhere...." ha. We got to Indio around 8:00, so we bought beer and

Zombie_Kitten

Pissed but oh well.

I wrote all this junk about what's happened during the summer until now, and it all somehow got erased. I'm so not gonna re-type it. Maybe some other time. heres where I left off at tho:

             If I have anything besides pride, its hope. I will meet a super nice guy soon. A guy my age who's in college and doing his thing. Tattooed or not, I don't care. I've already met 2 guys who I hope are my answers to this summer's mistakes. One is Jesse. A 19 yr old who's in my Health class at San Diego City College. He's very good looking. He reminds me of Matt Dillon. He's smart. He's cool. He did invite me to a show in Oct, but I was so shy that I didn't go...we'll see what happens.

The other guy is Dario. Dario and I do have history I suppose. We saw Social D together in Anaheim in....March? i dont remember. I stayed at his house that night. He's from L.A and from my old high school as well. He got accepted to SDSU and while I was with both Gabe and Ben he would call me and ask me out. He wanted me...I thought that as soon as he moved to San Diego, we would start dating. but no. he wanted to be single. I went to his apt once, and he tried to to unbutton my pants. we didnt do anything, but I guess it was only phsycial with him haha oh fucken well. He has a girlfriend now. In san diego no less. He's 21, so you know I'll be calling him for the mickeys hook-up. But I miss him. I want him as mi novio. BUt w/e. He'll break up with this girl sooner or later. and i'll still be here for him.